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Heyy. You are now entering Sophie's territory :)
of dreams
and reverie
 If you lose hope, somehow you lose the vitality that keeps life moving, you lose that courage to be, that quality that helps you go on in spite of it all. And so today I still have a dream.
No person has the right to rain on your dreams.

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Friday, August 14, 2009 @ 8:31 PM

ok, so i admit it. im stuck in a quandary and please indulge me with your words of wisdom. im still trying to figure out whats all the fascination with social networks. yes, its truee i really am struggling with this new media thingy and i need your help for those who are expert in this crapsss thing. i mean REALLY-.- so this is the first time that i've found the strength to write anything, yadayadayada... they say that confession is good for our soul so i guess this time is as good as any to go public. And so my friends it is time for me to confess why i haven't been blogging. you see, my friend left me. she dissapeared into the night without saying a word. POOF - and she was gone. just like that. we haven't talk for 1 month and a half i think, hmm dahsyat kn? sometimes i feel like she doesnt need me anymore:( during class hour i try to keep busy but at the dorm i feel like she was close to me and all i do is cry and cry and cryyyyy. i cant sleep much and i dont feel like writing which was part of the problem. so many memories and im powerless to do anything. im so sad, i cant stop crying and i just want to die. what's worse is she doesnt seem to care and i think im losing my bestfriend ever! i dont know how this will all end. All i know is i miss her terribly and my heart keeps breaking a little more every day that passes, and its like i cant feel a thing without her around. this is a nightmare huh? but im okay ryte now, i guess hmm-_- thanks for being there for me my dear friend, zati hanani :)

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